Haven't read much of your posts here lately, too much for me atm

but you said matter and light are the same, and I came to a similar conclusion with some open questions:
an electron
is clearly a standing wave.
Matter is a standing wave on the substance of space-time. Spacetime gets concentrated by C2 giving it the properties of matter, this costs and thus stores energy.
What is gravity: imagine a rope with both ends tied to rubber bands, now swing
the center of the rope until standing waves occur, the ends pull the rubber bands towards the inside.
Standing waves of matter is pulling space-time's elastic properties inwards the same way, as a result a gravity (potential) occurs.
Light is a traveling wave, this is the reason light flows over the space-time surface (with zero resistance, defined by the waves E and B and space-time's u and m) and matter doesn't.
Light isn't a standing wave, thus no properties matter and zero mass is measured.
Positrons are anti matter, meaning? negative mass makes no sense, it must have something to do with the properties of its standing wave.
Instead of pulling (contracting) space-time, it expands it?
What keeps a standing wave in motion? Some interlocking mechanism or a constant flow of energy... self energy?
Can its oscillating source interact with traveling waves (light), thus increasing the energy? Is this the way matter absorbs photons? No one knows what photons are, but everyone thinks he/she knows. They are a huge mystery.
Are light and matter on opposite sides of the same coin, with the only difference the type of wave?
Thus ends my brainfart.